Everything off the charts!

August 28/11.

Looking forward to seeing the MTV Music Video Awards, LIVE, tonight at 9 on MUCH.

Eminem is nominated for best male video for Love the Way You Lie with Rihanna

Performances coming up from Beyonce, Bruno Mars, Lil Wayne, Adele, Lady Gaga, Jay-Z & Kayne West, Katy Perry, Justin Bieber and even a tribute to Amy Winehouse by Tony Bennett! WTF? At any rate, will be a great show to see!

After yesterday's sadness over Mum's birthday - my emotions flying every which way from my heart, ricocheting through the house and all over the city, have been watching some music videos. Got hooked on Justin Timberlake for a while. Only my opinion, but I think he is so freakin' multi-talented he's just off the map - singer, songwriter, actor, dancer, comedian, best SNL host ever - the man can do it all. Just watching him in action in the 'N Sync number Gone (also written by Justin) has always been a favourite of mine. Ya, I know, it's 10 years old. Still love it. The song itself is brilliant, Justin plays Charlie Chaplin so beautifully and the way he portrays loss, missing someone, leaning against walls, then the fridge, sliding down in pain, seems very real to me.




And speaking of Gone, I also think Eminem's song, When I'm Gone. is incredible. Old too, I know (written in 2003, released in 2005), it's a hard hitting video. Love Eminem's work. I find it hard to take my eyes off the guy when he performs. Again, HIS portrayal of pain, mixed with anger, - just mesmerizing.



Ever since Slim Shady - and especially after seeing him perform Stan with Elton John a decade ago. What a stunning performance that was. I was still working at Global when I saw it, and covering the Grammys that night. Knew the moment I watched the two of them together, this would be unforgettable.
Eminem's intensity gives me the chills. Phenomenal.


Eminem and Elton John team up



I've put this one on the blog before, but always worth a repeat. I also covered the Grammys the night Smooth was performed by Carlos Santana and Rob Thomas. Again, knew it was magic and have loved it for a decade. Heard it while shopping in a store yesterday and was practically dancing. (almost impossible NOT to!!) Customers likely thought I was off my rocker. And they are probably right.



And with the Jerry Lewis MD telethon coming up in a week (without Jerry), I couldn't help but think of Smile, written by Charlie Chaplin and used by Jerry every year as the telethon theme. This Michael Jackson version features such fabulous footage of Chaplin himself. Killer song too. One of my faves.

So, that's my trip down musical memory lane for now. As for yesterday, while trying to think happy thoughts about Mum on her birthday, I was in & out of tears all day.

Started off OK, but as the day progressed, tears, here, there and everywhere.

At the grocery store - (the camera must have been crying too, lens all blurred up with tears I guess)

At the flower store.

Trying to pretend I'm happy while buying flowers for myself, which should have been for Mum.

Then bringing the flowers home, putting them on the diningroom table along with the Celebration of Life card (created by our friend, Mary Spence-Thomas), and beside the beautiful bowl made for me by my friend Joanne and given to me as a gift when she visited from L.A. this month. Had a toast to Mum and then did what Carrie asked me to do. She was singing at the Rexall Centre last night in the BlackCreek Festival chorus for the production of Beethoven's Ninth Symphony (Ode to Joy).

In an email, Carrie said to me:
Here's a link to Lorin Maazel conducting the 9th Symphony. There are many orchestral movements BEFORE the choral part. The choral part ONLY is what I've sent you here. So, visualize having heard a lot of orchestra work FIRST.

Suggestion: at 8:00 tonight, listen to this WHOLE clip.
Or, pick and choose bits and pieces, but then listen from the 8th minute of this - on to the end. You will hear the surprise entrance, and the finale. That's where I know I will tear up. Be sure to have your speakers up LOUD, especially after the 8th minute.

Enjoy.
Happy Birthday to Mum!!!!!!!!!!! I toast her influence, celebrate her life, and sing her praises!



Then, Carrie added this as a P.S.

Dang, just realized the clip I sent to you does NOT go to the end of the piece, so you will have to switch to another version for the ending.

Finish with this clip. (Pieced together, sort of!!)



I did it Carrie! I'm sure YOUR version last night was even BETTER than
this one! Either way, Ode to Joy - a fitting tribute to our Mum! I'll bet YOU were choking your way through it, in German no less!! Bravo!!
Love you for doing it (Mum would have too), and for sending me the links so I could be a part of it!!

Superman!

July 18/11.

Sometimes I feel like Clark Kent/Superman! - Clark rushed into a phone booth to transform into a superhero.

I race in (late), to a change room and go from mild-mannered - (HAH!) -any-woman-off-the-street, to "glowing", "radiating" patient-on-the-treatment-table! (all bets are OFF after that, as ANYTHING can transpire when you're wearing a sexy, hot blue hospital gown!) - What HAPPENS in the TREATMENT room, STAYS in the treatment room! - (unless, of course, I decide to TELL you!! - lol. And just so you know...sometimes I DO, sometimes I DON'T)!

I mean, how does THIS sound? The technicians get me to lie down on my back. They dim the lights low, show crazy, squiggly neon green laser lights above me on the ceiling (psychedelic!) and play romantic songs, (today's MUZAK? - What the World Needs Now Is Love by Burt Bacharach). Drat. I was SO craving SMOOTH, by Carlos Santana and Rob Thomas - hottest number I EVER saw performed on The Grammys! Watched it three times since I got home!


(Note: ***If you don't get the CHILLS during the Carlos guitar solo from 3:33 to 4:07, you must be dead!)

But NOOOOOOOO. I get, What the World Needs Now Is Love. (oh, whatever. Always DID like Burt though - right Carrie?!)

Back to changing. No, I don't walk into PMH sporting a Clark Kent suit...but usually, a t-shirt and jeans. (no jewellery allowed on top).

Today, wanted to do an "after shot" in the gown, but THIS time, with a bit more pizzazz! (I ask you, where's a STYLIST in these hallways when you NEED one?)

Almost chickened out of posting this one, but my daughter Kate said, "GO for it!", since it's NOTHING compared to Hollywood hotties in their cleavage-boosting evening gowns on the red carpet! OK then. (Kate photoshopped the "red eye" out and gave me a little more blue...did you notice??)

After a meeting with the radiation oncologist, was heading out and caught sight of this painting, which made me think of the inside of my brain these days.

Colourful, cluttered, crazy! - (better show it to the therapist on Thursday!)

Today, no construction worker approached to offer to take a pic, so stuck the camera on a nearby post and shot it myself! Five down! Eleven more to go! (TREATMENTS!)

Love & xxxxxx everyone!